All I'm losing is me.

I wish I could get a tattoo.  It’s been bugging me a lot lately because I think of all these ideas that I want.  I think I may be finally set on something I like, which would technically become two tattoos but one meaning.  I want to get “New Found Glory” on the inside of my left foot and “Nothing can replace what I’ve gained” on the inside right.  I know for sure that if I ever shun my family and my religion that it would be for an NFG tattoo.  (But I have to keep reminding myself that its not worth it =/ ).

Every once in a while, I’ll go online and read my Grandma’s obituary.  I went to do so today, and it was gone.  I hope she’ll give me the right guidance with this one.

I feel like the process is going slow, but I was warned of it so I can’t be too upset.  Some days I feel like I never lost anything at all, but then other days I step on a scale and am completely shocked that I’ve lost even half a pound.  Right now I’m fluxuating between 11 and 14 pounds, but I haven’t been able to go over that.  I see the doctor in two weeks for a fill and I’m super excited to speed this up.

Went hiking today.  It was beautiful!  Did about 5-6 miles round trip.  I’m just so angry that my camera decided to erase my memory card mid trip because I took some of the most beautiful pictures I’ve ever taken! Time to figure out what’s wrong with this darn thing because this is not the first time it happened.

On to a different note —

I miss Northstar.  A lot.  Cassino is good, but Northstar was my best kept secret.  I listen to every song and can’t believe that there was ever a band that was THAT good.

I cheated again.  Oh well.

Down 12.

It’s officially been two weeks which means I can start my gym routine again! I’m very excited =]

Last night my mom was in town and she shared her pasta and salad with me.  It was probably the best meal I’ve ever had in my life but totally ruined my goal to myself which was to stick to the liquid/soft food diet as long as I am supposed to (three weeks).  It’s harder than you would think.  I guess all my complaints about food are how I got here in the first place, but oh well, haha.  My dad said she said I look like I’ve lost about 20 pounds, which I don’t think I have.  Off to get my workout on!