August 2010
16 posts
As of today, I have a job. With a salary. And benefits. And stock options. And PTO. When did all this growing up happen?
This changes EVERYTHING.
To my dear friends X & Aubrey (and anyone else this may apply to)—
I’m proud of you folks for having goals. I like knowing people with goals. I hope you achieve them all and find the motivation to remain focused, even in the hardest times.
However, I will tell you this. Make sure you still live your lives to the fullest. Make sure you still take every single moment with a...
The last week has been life changing. From this very moment, to this very moment last week. I have a full-time job, benefits, bonuses, etc. etc. I have a person in my life who makes me smile. I have great friends taking care of me.
Now if only I could get some sleep!
can’t sleep. too much on my mind. 7am wake up call. no bueno.
And even though I’m thinking of so much right now, I can’t seem to put it into the words I really want to say. Every time I sit here and start to write… I get afraid to say what I really feel.
I think the weirdest part is that we’ll both be in Reno, but we’ll both probably go on and live our separate lives. I’ll want to see you, you’ll want to see me… but in reality, we both have our own lives and we’ll want to do those things. Our paths may cross, but we won’t be working 13-hour days together and who knows if we’ll ever have anything in...
I know I post a lot of emo-y, cryptic stuff on here, but in reality, I’m a very happy person who’s very content with everything in her life (except the fact that I will be unemployed come Saturday).
My summer with the Lake Tahoe Shakespeare Festival was absolutely incredible. I’ll never forget when I got the call in the middle of Target for the interview. I left class early...
Promise me some dignity
If I were to stand and die here
‘Cause my heart is somewhere else
It’s a pain I’ve never felt
I got my way with both of them.
Of course the side I want to take is the biggest challenge.
Must stop meddling with boys who just got out of relationships. Currently involved with two. I am not the rebound girl.
But one of them touches me in a way that makes me feel oh so comfortable and gushy.
And the other was supposed to happen before she came along. His words exactly.
You know what kills me the most? They’re willing to let me be homeless just so they can book themselves a three-week cruise.
This is my life. Living it for myself. Don’t tell me what school to choose or what job to take just because of the money. I’m never going to let that alter my decisions. I’m here doing what I love and what I want to do.
That is all.
Few things make me weak, but when one of those things comes into play, I’m like a frail old woman struggling for her last few breaths.
Life has a funny way of working out. The most unexpected things have come into place in the last month.
In other, non-emo news, my best friend will be here at 9:40pm tomorrow. Yes, I’m counting down the seconds. Watch out Reno.
I’ve just been faced with this: if I don’t find a stable job by the end of August, I have to move back to Vegas.
My life, in a year which has surpassed all others, is suddenly crashing down around me.
